Hayley's Life.

                      “I wanted everyone else to change, but they didn’t.

                                 That’s when I decided to  change,”

There’s so much more to me, then what you see on the outside. I’m in a constant battle with myself, a war. It’s time for a change, Time to change all the mistakes made in the past, and dream about tomorrow.

It’s time to forget all the stupid things I’ve done and just go with life, Let’s take this moment and look inside, and say we’re willing to give hope a try. We should love each other. Let’s just take this moment to forget that this war even began, What am I even fighting for?

Life in Lyrics.<3

“Take me away, to January. I’m done with this year, I’m tired of everyone here. I Just need some time alone, Before I’m ready to come back home, There’s gotta be something else out there for me…”

“If you here this wherever you are, Just know I need you here, I need you near me now.”

“Feels like a fresh wound, still I insist it’s just a flesh wound.”

“Can it be, I’m not ment to play this part? Now I see, that if I were truly to be myself. I Would break my family’s heart.</3”

“Who is that girl I see, staring straight, back at me? Why is my reflection someone I don’t know.?”

“But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell, I know right now you can’t tell,But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see…A different side of me”

“She’s a question without answers, who feels like falling apart. She knows she’s so much more then worthless, she needs to find the purpose.”

“This is a call, this is a call out. Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you. I’m loosing all control now, and My Hazard signs are up now. I’m asking you to show me what this life is all about.”

Woke up early, cleaned.

Then the party started, that was so much fun, The pimp hat was epic.

Only two people from my school, 3 people from other schools. Still pretty awesome.

I love cassy<3 She totally made the party amazing.

:3

Then my brother showed up right before Zac left, I tackled him

So, Let’s Sit Around and Talk About How Lame We Really Are.

Shake and Shout-

It’s 8:14a.m.;;

My cousin can’t make it to my party, cause he has to help his sister move. >.>;;

That kinda really sucks, Jen can’t go either, and so can’t alot of people, but hopefully it’ll still be really fun. I’m sitting on the downstairs table listening to Stereo Skyline, <3

Winnie the Pitbull is barking. :D

For once, I’m not depressed, Idon’t have a crush, and Idon’t really have anything interesting to talk about. o: weird.

Carter: Never Snort yogurt. :]

Hayley: o.e

Carter: x]]bad idea xD

Hayley: You snorted yogurt??XDD

Carter: xDDDyes.

 ”Do you know how much you meant to me?
Oh no
Do you know I still carry the memories?
Oh no
Did you know that for me letting go wasn’t easy?
Oh no, no you don’t”

I’m thinking about life, and how this year has changed dramatically. Everything that has happended, and new firends that have been made, and friends that have been lost.

Sometimes, All you need to do is sit down and think, or take a walk and let everything out.

Pain is best let out, not held in.

In this year I’ve learned new information, and discovered the truth about alot of things and people.